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Nothing profound in this entry. Just a short overview of my emotions these past few days.
It's been 6 days since I arrived here in Tokyo. In that time, I have experienced a lot of pain, difficulty, and also satisfaction and hope.
I have woken up 1 morning to the sound of sirens outside my hotel. I feared that the end was coming -- that what might very well be a nuclear warhead was on its way to impacting Tokyo. However, within the second it took for the siren to change its pitch, I cleared my sleep-addled head and realized it was simply a fire truck. That still means trouble for someone out there, but at least it wasn't what I feared.
I've also gone to bed on 2 nights feeling that I wanted nothing more than to be back home. But that's just my spoiled, selfish self making itself heard. After a prayer each time, I overcame the feelings and went to sleep.
I'm not at all used to being in a carpeted environment all the time. As proof, I've gotten 3 shocks from static electricity -- twice from my room's door knob, and once from the elevator button. I must be holding charge like a battery. At least my hair isn't standing on end... yet.
It's also 4 days left until I can move into my apartment. Staying in a hotel is convenient and all, what with someone to clean up after me (not that I make much of a mess), but it is too expensive. I end up spending most of my daily budget on food, since I can't cook in my hotel room, but after moving to my apartment, it will be different... It would also be nice to be able to control the air conditioning a little better and be able to sleep without needing a too-warm duvet.
I've also noticed 5 quakes since I got here. I'm pretty sure there were more than just 5, but I noticed just those 5. They were super short, often just a single "shake". Of course, any seismological record will say otherwise, but I'm talking from personal experience, not as someone who has a bank of sensitive measuring devices and other devices.
I'm rambling. I've spent pretty much the whole weekend in my hotel room, recovering from all the walking (which actually slightly sprained my right foot). And yet, I am still tired. Or perhaps just bored. I really want to be able to move to my apartment and be able to act more freely...
On the other hand, I met and talked to a beautiful and nice girl. That's something to smile about.